Perhaps I must find meaning not merely in the final goal state that I hope to inhabit one day but in the actual day to day act of living. Just as the emergent ocean is a confluence of water drops, so too is the lived life a confluence of the infinte present. I don't want to end up not having lived it.
The meaing of life will not be derived from mere quantification of metrics. Do not evelate them beyond reason.
Not everything needs an immediate reaction, especially if it disturbs your emotional state.
Things that are important and beyond your control will exist. There is no magic pill here.